Saturday, March 14, 2009

Just Another Selfish Rant

I really don't like my life.

It's not horrible or anything, but I feel like everyone expects something different from me. I can't give everyone what they want and expect to be happy all the time too. I feel like I can't function without someone critiquing me, telling me how to do it better. I feel like they want me to run before I can crawl.

I try to be the best I can for everyone, I really do. But it's gotten so bad that I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm so many different people all at the same time. I'm like suffocating beneath it all. I've got a mask for every day of the week, and I just don't know when to take them off.

I'm going to short circuit one of these days and I won't be able to stop it.

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